Losing touch of my blog. I had so much difficulties on setting this up all over again and still I have no clue on how it works.
I hope to transform this blog into a food blog for my own references and hopefully it would be useful to anyone out there.

my most recent attempt is the marinated Japanese egg ( Ruten)

4 more days to my holiday

So in another 4 more days, im going on a vacation with my husband, without any kids. The last time we went on one was at least 2.5 years ago. Rebecca darling was less than 1 year old and now she is 3. That trip was a trip to koh samui. I remembered i missed the kids alot. Maybe i wasnt really a beach person, thats why. Hopefully, this time round i will have alot more fun.

Back to reality first. Today, hubby and i attended yoga class together. Our first class together after signing up with true fitness. Previously, we were attenfing private class with a nice lady named Elaine. Reason why we stopped was also due to flexibility and that william can also do muay thai with true fitness and also gym facilities. Whereas for me, im only interested in yoga and i fidnt want to guve up after about 3 months or more classes with Elaine.

I did 1 other class at true fitness, which was hatha yoga. I think it isnt suitable for me, for now. Im still in the basic stage. So, after yoga we rushed home with packed lunch for the kampong. Took a shower and off to attend Rayden's party ( Jessica's classmate). He invited us to Hyun Taekwondo class. It was an awesome party according to Jessica. Both girls had lots of fun and Rebecca was quote a clown throughout. I always think her motorskills wasnt very good as compared to Jessica's.

In the month of April 2014

I have been  spendIng a lot of time at home in the month of April because my mom went on a holiday trip. I thought she should have a break so I encouraged her to go for one before I go for mine. Haha, leaving my babies to her.
So while she was away for her holiday, my babies fell sick. It was quite a disaster as we are short of one help. Each of them was sick 6 days in a row. So altogether they were sick for 18 days. First 7 days was my no.2 , at that time my mom was still in town. So we prayed hard that the virus won't pass on to the other 2. So when my mom flew, jessica started her fever. All of them didn't show any other symptoms other than fever. However jessica's fever was quite high. There was a night it went up to 40 degrees, we took her to the hospital and she stayed for a night to do a blood test and then it went on to the 3rd.
By the time my mom is back, all fever have stopped. She was rather lucky to skip the episode.
I am just glad that they are fine and I somehow managed to stay away from the virus. Phew....

Heres a photo of jessica in the hospital. Poor thing. Swollen eyes and she developed hives under her eyes.

Rebecca attending tien hsia when jessica was sick. My helper and i cant contajn too many kids in the house so, she definately must attend class then we will only have 2 to handle.

I must say that it is really not easy to handle 3 when their age is rather close. They fight all the time and the youngest must be accompanied all the time.

Thank goodness they are fine now.

Here are some of the photos and more to come

3rd bundle of joy

So my 3rd bundle of joy has arrived almost 8 months ago. Life has been very busy. Some say from 1st kid to the 2nd kid is a huge jump but from the 2nd to the 3rd, the difference isnt significant. Well, from my perspective, it is a HUGE diff. Especially when the age gap is pretty close.
So, it seems like we always dont have enough manpower and time passes so quickly without knowing it. I hardly have my own time and even if i do, im most likely working. I very much wanna update my blog to keep it like a diary but i dont really have the time cos recently im also into hay day (game).
Basically, my life is all about KIDS, p/t work and hay day. However, its very fulfilling. Im not complaining much, im more than happy to watch them grow, learn, argue with me, dance along with me, sing along with me....
Sometimes i wish time could even slow down. Im very blessed that they are healthy and happy. I wish happy moments can remain as it is, for as long as it can. Recently, ive been heard about my friend's  relative passed away. Feeling a little emotional about it and afraid about losing loved ones. My friend said that normally we feel like this when your life just began. More responsibilites with family and kids. What do you think? I wanted to post a pic of the baby but i cant really figure how to but i will try again.
Btw a very happy valentines day to everyone.

Its sunday and i havent been having any spotting or bleeding until the afternnon. I had a big sneeze and began to have some cramps fot about 20-30 seconds. When the pain subsided, i start to have some brown blood. Hopefully, its all old blood from my previous bleed.

This is mental torture man and scary. I hope this will end soon and i really want to be better and normal soon. I felt some movement im my tummy and i wonder if it is the baby. I should be able to feel the baby soon and probably the sex of the baby when i see my gynae next week.

From now till then, i hope i wont have any bleeding or spotting anymore.

Pregnancy diary

It may be a little late to start now and it is still worth the effort sharing my experience and writing it down like a diary. I am turning 15 weeks tomorrow and i have been keep rather quiet about this pregnancy. This is my 3rd pregnancy and same goes for my second pregnancy, it has never been easy.
Been living in fear and lots of phobia. My problem began when i was about 5 weeks pregnant. I found out i was pregnant at 4 weeks. I had a little spotting so after taking some duphaston and a progestrone jab, it sort of stop the bleeding. I had a trip planned to go to hong kong in late october to early november, just 2 nights. I was worried and thinking if i should cancel the trip, to disappoint my friends. But my gynae said i was fit to travel. I went on with it as i cant really break the news to my other 2 friends as i am not 3 months yet ( based on chinese tradition) and i have become more supertitious after my 2nd child. Especially i also had a planned trip to London and Paris in late Nov. So, i wanted to save my health, in a while for that big trip of 2 weeks with 2 young children.

The trip to Hong Kong went on well, i didnt shop alot cos i wasnt at my top form and i had my fears. what if i have sudden bleeding? how am i able to fly back?  i had travel insurance but its really scary when at the back of your head you are thinking if something might go wrong. I was very careful and there was a day my friends set off early and i joined them at lunch. Fortunately, everything was ok.

When i return, i thought maybe this pregnancy is probably better than my 2nd's. So i continue to go to parkway the day after i return. That same morning , i also brought meimei to attend her shicida class. We went get some winter clothes for the kids ( while buying i was thinking, can i still go for the europe trip, will everything be ok?) , we went on to pay for the items. i carried meimei for merely 10 secs cos she wanted me to carry which i really shouldnt byt i dont really believe that pregnant woman cant carry her kids and my gynae also doesnt believe in such things (perhaps thats the beginning of my problem) We decided to have saskae sushi and there was a queue so i start queing, when it was half way my turn, i felt a light flow. i checked i was bleeding.

i quickly tld my husband i have to go home. i took a quick shower and started lying in bed. Then, i felt heavy flow and my pants were in blood. My husband panicked and call an ambulance, i went to the hospital and stayed for a night. i must say i wasnt as afraid as i was during my 2nd baby, cos i had the experience but i was damn sianzzzzzzzzzz, i am back to the same point. urgh.

From then onwards, i was almost a hamster in the cage. In the beginning i could still walk a little, normal pace. Then, i reach a point when i was totally bedrest unless going to the toilet. I eat on my bed and i just lie in bed. Initially, i almost went crazy a couple of times. It felt like living hell and im wasting my life. Until a point, i realised i could just stay in a room without leaving the door. Whenever i feel unhappy, i imagine people being kidnapped , locked in jail. I am better off than them . That is how i have been consoling myself, to lie through the weeks.

Everytime when i hope im getting better, i will bleed again and again. I dont have a dateline to the end of this bloody story, no one can answer me. I just have to wait and hopfully it can be like my previous pregnancy which i eventually became better. Up to this point, i havent been annouce fit to walk, to have the freedom to mix into ppl. I had to cancel my europe trip, i am stuck at home, i totally missed xmas, new year, to organize a birthday party for my kids. I still hope i can make it for chinese new year.

I really hope after all the sufferings and mental torture, i could stablise soon and get a life.  The reason why i decided to share this is because i realised when i tried to find someone like me, i cant find anyone to share esp in singapore. I hope, by me blogging about this and if there is anyone out there who is going through the same. Dont you fret, youre not alone cos i am like you.

life goes on and i hope the little new life in me will be strong and able to meet the world at the end of the 40 weeks.

cheers.

Ever since I own the iPad, I sort of neglected this blog cos it is always easier to use a computer and some stuff can't be done on the iPad and yet you still prefer to use it. Life has been good and I hope it can be like this for long run.
Kids are doing fine and Rebecca has turned 8 months and to think about it shes gonna be 9 months soon. She has begun to understand clapping and sitting upright pretty well. She loves to scream and she is one day who doesn't cry much but scream a lot and LOUD. Still, she's a adorable.
Jessica is a big girl now and I just brought her to watc h smurfs yesterday, she managed to sat through the whole show and I'm surprised. I guess the movie is good for kids like her age ESP when she started playing my smurfs, and knows the characters.
The only problem now is my toilet at home, damn . We all have to share the toilet upstairs cos the one below is having some problems. Hope the problem will resolve soon.