and more

The whole group of us for the whole table, tats alot of FOOD, lucky we, hehe

They messed up our table... how to eat?

Sch outing, trying to stretch our eyes... from left: ME, Dawn and Elaine

Kenneth squeezing into the pic, when im trying to get a nice pic with teresa.

James and zex...

Mika, William's fav, nt me.. haha

Been taking quite a number of pictures but havent been loading them into my computer. Since i am rather free today, loaded them and was looking through..

so here are some missed out memories...

"baby tan" the name that william always call him with..

baby tan with william and his dad. taken at renee's bday but didnt get to take a shot of her

My reunion dinner 's steamboat with abalone yu sheng.

Our river hong bao outing, him eat his bunny sweet

Borned in the year of PIG, with pigs at the back! HUAT ah

Attending William fren's wedding tat night, some frens sitting at the same table with us

And "us"

Yesterday was one of the most terrible day out of the whole half a year ago... still unable to understand why or explain. out of the whole matter, which should not exist at all was mostly my fault.
earlier part of the day was fine.. went to school, hang out for makan and ktv with schoolmates, rush for driving lesson and home.
then i start my nonsense, thats what i call it.

was thinking, how am i going to see/face him? i wont dare to, perharps knowing it was my fault to throw tantrums?

am i too young for him so that ive disappoint him when i became unmature for that moment?
havent started working except part-timing. When i was doing my assignment for Organisational Behaviour on interviews... my perception and the interviewer's perception.. went to the library to search for references....
Then i realised i havent been to ONE serious work interview... No experience and not knowing what i should look at and how am i able to produce my "OWN" "REAL" perception? Sometimes i really feel so SMALL but at the same time ive experienced things not everyone can.
Some people would say or might think that im lucky. At my age, still not working "FULL TIME" need not have to go through 9-6 office hours etc and etc...

Am i really lucky based on that?
I guess i am the only one who knows the answer....

Ans: that will depends on how i look at it, i do have my problems

Some people would say, by going to the army, started working makes a person more mature more understanding to the surrounding, able to judge between right and wrong etc n etc

what about me? i should say STILL unmature to a certain extend.
actually, who in this world, can be the most mature person, i would say not by judging a person's age. Cos not everyone progress with age, some people just stop at a certain level. Sometimes i would think my mom has that problem.

I feel that ive been feeling tempermental recently, esp towards my mother.. she can just get me on my nerves. She just an extrodinary mom, that divides into 2 categories.. she takes care of me well by feeding my sis and i when we are still kids. Giving a sufficent basic education to us, but not entirely to me la, cos i havent been doing very well acadmically since very young. Next category is " expectations" she can simply expect the wrong things at the wrong time. She can make my life real miserable and affected if she wants.. im quite sure that she knows that pretty much. Also her way of doing so might be similar to what ive done to him last night.. but shes a mom.

Everything is just parts and parcel of life. Everytime when things occur, i would say a few things to myself.

problems will never stop coming, is it worth for thinking about it now and for a long long time?, i just have to accept some facts.
"life is tough" common statment for everyone and same goes for me too.

there are still beautiful things in this world and im positive about it. Life still goes on and on..
just EMO la, since yesterday till now..
I WILL BE BETTER AFTER GETTING MY BUTT OUT OF MY HOUSE N BE BUSY WITH...

like Nike's ad " And always look on the bright side of life"woo hoo woo hoo woo hooo woo hoo

weekends!
yesterday was a busy , fulfilling day.... did a photoshoot with milk photography for corbits.. where they will take a range of pictures of me and my partner, Alex ( someone whom they arranged to be my young husband cum bf kind) and sell these pictures for copyright, i reckon..it was pretty fun... done shoots that ive never tried b4.. there were pillow fight scenes, baking in the kitchen, making fun of each other, wrapping presents and etc) so much pictures , probably a few hundred. At the end of the shoot i was dead BEAT...
Couldnt get the pictures off the photography cos leh we are paid to do so, that makes it almost impossible la.. but there was a nice lady( make up, hair, manicure stylist) took some shots with her mobile, and its a 3.2 mega pixel one so not bad sia! haha

share a little here
Very typical lifestyle kinda shoot ... young couple ..

baking scene! im reading the receipe book and checking his "love" shaped cookie

This is definately not one of the poses..anyway that two little buns ae made by me... nice kneading hor?

This is just one of the hundreds.. taken by the original photographer.. picture snap from the computer screen... The other two is taken by the stylist with her phone.

any comments?

Later that night, William and I went to Vivocity Giant. Thought of catching a show. Forgotten the title, its a upcoming popular HK show. Seats were BAD so we ended up walking in Giant, thinking they will close at 12am, then we mis-heard the announcement and tot its 3am.. when we are abt the check out, its 6am to be entirely sure.

$10 and above for a Free canned of button mushrooms "MILI" brand

We bought about $122 so we have 12 cans of it.. Heavy.

At the cashier, we asked for redemption. She took the whole box of the mushrooms. Started taking out the mushrooms, can by can about 5 cans from the 1st layer. William and i looked at each other. he said" cant be giving that much one la" then she closes the box and passed us the box. Our jaws dropped and giggled...

Left and that about the end of the fun day.

Tomorrow is CHU XI le, haha, good food to come and more fats in my belly.. getting bloated leh or fatter, i really cant tell.

still its better to be bloated.

happy chinese new year! gonf xi fa cai

Terrible sunday and monday nights!
On Saturday, william and i went to his friend's daughter 1 yr's birthday at the legends, fort cannings. The food is pretty good.... next we went orchard to kia kia... waiting for his friends to call for the mahjong session, in the end it is called off.. Thought of catching a movie so we SWING to vivocity... as my poly frens were there. It was Kit's birthday n some form of gathering too...
William wasnt feeling well so we didnt intend to join them for dinner initially. Still we needed to have dinner b4 going back, so we joined them @ thai express...
i thought the food was yummy too but ......
that was the killing part.... to be continued!

next morning,my tummy started to feel unwell, then we had lunch with his family @ this teochew restaurant along amoy street.. had yu sheng and etc...
the whole day i kept going to the toilet.went parkway to look at LCD Tv. i managed to survive all the way till night..

here comes the horrible part.
when i was sleeping my tummy is undergoing lotsa pain... very painful and bloated, till i cried.ask mommy for help. without hesitation,William brought me to Mount Elizabeth , had a jab and medicine . I insisted not staying to go on drip... came back home.
didnt stop my toilet visitsssss.
Next day, i felt better and had power nap...
night comes!!!
nightmare again...
i continously visited the toilet 5 times in a row.. to a certain extend i felt i was fainting.. told my mom i needed to go to a hospital. Ambulance cames n picked me, stay in NUH, under observation till yesterday eveing about 5... William visited me for 10 mins during his tight lunch break. mommy came too.
phew.. 1st time in a ambulance! what an experience!!!!

better not try la...

another week of school is over! phew! Vday and chinese new year is coming....... a little bit excited but at the same time, there is no plans for anything so kinda boring too. Btw i have lobangs for flowers... whoever is interested pls leave a comment... delivery included...
having my driving class later at 940pm... its late but cheaper la, what to do? wanna save $$$...

sianz man now, alone at home... so boring.....

i am so so so bored....

Yesterday was a bad day in school for the 1st half.... business computing, was bad... i simply cant understand... including bringing forward from monday's night mood, and a bad night's sleep, worse....
almost lose my appetite, almost only... in the end had agedashi tofu, soya bean milk and a slice of cake during tea break in class and lotsa terrible sweet coffee provided by the school. Im bad la, my foul mood in directly affected William in many ways. Made him rush here and there, somehow was my fault. At the same time i wanna say " Thank you" and i appreciated.
So now, its Wednesday morning... got up early feeling fresher than yesterday.. from today onwards this week will be a great week and im looking forward to Chinese new yr where i can eat lotsa yummy delicious goodie and i can still get ang baos, leh although im 24 this year, year of the golden pig, kim di.....
better be a good year for me! oso they said it isnt a good one for the PIGS...
oops..
Good morning everyone!

Problems.... Life is just full of problems and it will never ends. that is just part of life... headache! should i get myself involve in this mess? or this has really nothing to do with me? or this is beyond my means so it shouldnt affect me and its helpless even to think about it?

whats the real matter? im gonna zip it and not revealing it, just some family matters.... i believe family matters happens to everyone so..... like that lah....

Still leh, there are beautiful things in this world... such as 'LOVE' considering myself to be fortunate to have 'love' love from family and William and will not love him any less no matter what and im sure about it... he is the beautiful ' thing' in my life. lol

Sheltering me from harms, providing care that i need just almost perfect.... so sometimes, whats more to ask in life when i am pretty fortunate than many people.... lol
Just hoping for more beautiful things to come along... school will be good, family to be happy and healthy....

i hope i am not crapping too much, i just need to release the naggy part of myself and i think thats what a blog is for.... for our nonsensessssssssssssssssssssss....

getting late and have early class tomorrow... and then i should try to go to bed asap.. good night!

sunday is a lazy day... i havent been stepping out of the west area for 2 whole days, saturday and sunday and tats unlike my usual self.. went IMM , giant yesterday for lunch grab some stuff from Giant so tat i can keep myself occupy in the kitchen. Cant really go anywhere cos William isnt feeling too well himself. Seems like ive brought some viruses from thailand as i felt a little umcomfy there.
so today i only went to the nearby market to search for the mangoes i need for my thai dessert, mango with glutinous rice with coconut sauce. okay la, not the best but edible, can be improve. Will be going around somewhere in my area here later and that is just as boring... i am turning into an aunty... gosh

luckily tomorrow no school. yahoo