My dubai trip that was confirmed ended up no getting any news from it. $ fly away. I even changed the currency and now made a little loss out of it after changing the currency back. Times are really bad, and im affected. Not much castings which means even lesser chance of getting work. At the same time, i still see a couple of model friends doing quite well. That made me feel worse. Fortunately, last month i had a repeated event's job. Im so glad over it man! And i did a tiny role of 1 line for upcoming channel's 5 show. I think last time, i wont really do it. Now i dont really have a choice.
Ive been feeling so disappointed in work till i went to the bugis temple to ask for a lot. It said something like, i just got to wait and there is nothing much i can do about it. Well, this isnt under my control too, i just didnt have the look there are looking for.
Sometimes i will think, what is it that can make me happy now? I want to get a big assignment then i can relax my nerves for a month or 2? argh
Life is just beyond our control. Actually this is exactly how i felt when i was in sec sch. Sometimes no matter how hard you tried, you still dont see the result. So going away, should make me feel better and probably after this trip, i am at my upmost confident! yes! yes! yes!
Honestly, i really enjoy my work very much. It is so flexible that i can spend alot of time with Jessica. At this time, i spent even more time.
Im feeling better now that i said this, cos it has always been inside me since the recession news started.... i still hope for my dubai trip, damn!!!
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