Havent been taking much pictures of myself. I have more pictures of Jessica than myself. Im in my 31st week of pregnancy and looking forward to the end of thid pregnancy journey. At the same time, im afraid of bigger responsibilites of another child. Going through night feeds, countless diaper change. I certainly hope this 2nd baby wont have vomitting problems like jessica. Jessica vomits alot, no one can imagine. My mom thinks that Jessica is a very difficult baby and there are many easy ones around.
Watching Jessica grow is such a joy. Recently i have been recalling her infancy stage where she knows nothing till talking non stop now and arguing with me. Hair grew alot more that now i can tie them. She likes princesses and wants to be one of them. She knows alot of cartoons. She can even swim alone with her jacket when she used to be afraid of water. The next thing to worry about her is attending her 1st day in school, nursery which is in january. She hasnt gone to school without mommy yet, i guess separation anxiety will be bad and by then i will be near by due date.
This pregnancy disallow me to sleep on my side, the baby kicks alot. So most of the time i end up sleeping on my back . In the morning, i will get stiff back and buttocks. well.....
Been praying alot that i can have natural birth , just like with Jessica because the experience was pleasant. however, my placenta has been low, i might end up with a c section. hoping for the best though.
good night...