My house is current under renovation, so i will be staying at my mom's place.Jessica cant stay in our house cos of the dust and the mess. The speed of the reno is really fast and im pleased with it. i should go back and take some pictures. Just before the renovation, i went genting again with my mom, my sis and all the kids. It was great to see jessica enjoying herself with her cousins who will soon move to sydney. I will definately visit them soon.
My work trip to Dubai has been postponed and im not sure will the job still remain as mine but ive even changed my money to their currency. argh! although my agent say the job is still confirmed but change of dates. I wanna go to see the country and experiencing overseas for shoots and all. But according to them it shall be a week's trip and thats too long to stay away from family. haha, i know its just 6 nights.
I shall wait till end of the month if i am still required to fly there. Looking forward to see this month's Smitten as i did a editorial for them.

Hi im back again. Its chinese new year eve and i wish everyone a very happy new year, stay happy and that the market will improve soon. :)Jessica is 1 year old since 8th january and she can walk quite well now. she looked better in dresses as she can walk. Since been trying to walk since she was 11 months and now she is walking everyday. I just came back from my taipei trip with my husband. It was fun and its been quite a long while since we travelled together and without the naughty little one. It was easy to travel without her but i missed her dearly. Im glad that im home.

I hope i can take her on another trip probably to visit my sister and i will be able to save on the accomodation to stay in her place. Looks big to accomodate a few more people. I love to go overseas for long trips. For that to happen i will have to hope and get more jobs so i will have more money to go... nowadays very little jobs, even events has been reduced quite alot. Hopefully it will improve, more prints ads, commercial and etc....

Everything is still going ok, nothing much to talk about too. oh yes, maybe the next thing to hope for is the "big sweep". everyone's dream... i have some pics to share but i wont be able to load them now. i will do so in the next few days.

GONG XI FA CAI

pictures taken in aussieland

im back from my australia trip with jessica and my mom. it was fun and i enjoyed seeing her experiencing new environment and meeting new people. I felt that she learned alot over the past 6 days. She seemed to understand alot. I like to take her closer to nature. Like going to the seaside, appreciating the natural environment, building interest in animals, trees and etc. We fed to seagulls together, sat at the seaside, on the grass patch. Now, she started looking out for birds. I used to mention birds to her but she couldnt understand until the closer contact to seeing me feeding them.

When we sat near the sea, watching people sitting at the bar having their drinks, we saw wild dolphins. A pair of it. It was spectacular to see wild dolphins than going out to the sea to find them. priceless. We took the free "cat" bus services, train ride to frementle. The weather was cooling and she had to wear thicker clothes. I was surprised to see her allowing me to wear her hat on her,due to the cold weather.

Whatever and whenever we are eating, she will join in too. Either having some rice or bread. Such memory will exist forever. This short period of time i took care of her myself. Carrying her around, sitting in her pram is all about getting along with each other. Other than some of my mom's help. But i wouldnt want her to carry her too much cos her shoulder hurts. I can see that my mom pampers her alot even it hurts at night, sticking her tiger balm plasters here n there.

Before the trip she felt ill and required alot of care. I was so worried that she couldnt recover n i couldnt cancel or postpone due to a promotion rate. So i gave her as much attention as possible. She's my precious and i love her lots. I guess thats what my mom felt too. love u mommy!

Just found the prints that ive done for starhub. Now then i know what kind of print i was working for

this guy is supposed to be my bf

And thats my feet

These 3 shots took me the whole day's work, more than 12 hours. phew. hope i can get to see some colored ones.good night

Finally i did my lasik. My vision isnt perfect yet and still a little cloudy but i can definately see clearer without my 650 degrees specs. The experience was scary and i frost the whole morning. Inside the surgery room was fast and i witnessed the whole process with my eyes forced open wide. B4 the surgery i kept asking myself, which is scarier? Giving birth, operating on my wisdom tooth or this? I dont know why but i felt this is scarier cos its my eyes is talking abt. Glad its over and cant wait to recover, opening my eyes every morning seeing things clearly. Perfect!

Hello and im back again. Been checking my facebook so often that i havent been blogging or posting pictures. A thought just came into my mind that blogging is good when im old, i can still check my blog and recall what happened. Just like a diary. Just did an event today at pan pacific. Job was pretty easy, now i will just grab any jobs that comes along b4 everything freezes cos of the terrible market. This is getting irritating. Earn and keep! haha

Anyway i havent been neglecting on jessica's growth, ive been taking her pictures just as often. If you wonder hows her development, i will post her pics after this. Last month had been busy due to a couple of jobs esp because of F1. Did a redbull event and it was interesting to meet some redbull drivers. Unfortunately, i didnt have my camera with me to take their pics while working. the job was 8pm to 2am and i had to report at 530pm. Tough work but, the pay overcomes everything. haha

I hope i get more work this month... As for jessica, she hasnt started crawling. I got a feeling that she wont crawl but will start walking when she can. Very demanding and getting very naughty. She loves gng out, and when i step out of the door without her, she will cry.. naughty but shes my precious baby.

redbull event with jessica, someone with the same name as my girl

With the rest of the models from various agencies

eating too much chocolate

Struggling

Us at F1

Cadence's son, Claudio the bumble bee and jessica. i love to see them together

i love my baby girl, wanna squeeze her tight.

Just now, william and i went back to NTUC esso to return our magnum ice creams that we bought on sat morning, after reading an article on straits times that some products are recall back due to the incident of the china dairy products. the following is cut out from the straits times website

THE two products found tainted with melamine are:
Yili Choice Dairy Fruit BarYogurt Flavoured Ice Confection
Dutch Lady strawberry flavoured milk
In addition, products from the following brands which are manufactured in China have been recalled:
Condensed milk: Black and White (from Hong Kong), Diamond
Liquid milk: Blancanube, Hotkid, Monmilk, Yili
Dairy cream: Gold Label, Topping Pride, Value Pride
Butter and ghee: Huo Guo Ye, Mu Ge, Phoon Huat
Milk candy: Milky Boy, Rabbit, The New Zealand Milk
Ice cream: Magnum, Meiji, Walls, Youcan

Before we spoke to the cashier, i went to check on the freezer whether they are still selling the magnums. To my surprise, they are still selling. So william started checking the back of the packing to see if it is made in china or which country was it produced from. We couldnt find it at all. Whatever they printed behind is rubbish, see no shit! However, william thinks we should tell them, getting any refund isnt the main issue but to clarify why are they still selling? Anyway they did do a refund for us. But i honestly cant tell which are the products from china. Terrible, i guess to play it safe is, NOT to eat them.

be careful! haha

Today i had a starhub print ad job. This is quite tiring. It is 8+1 (makeup and hair) + 3 (OT)= 12 hours of work at Sentosa. 3 shots of various angles can take 12 hours of time. phew! One of the most tiring pose was to stand one feet on top of another like a catwalk and freeze! I couldnt balance properly so i needed someone to hold my other hand. I need to do 3 hairstyles. So much back comb and i think i dropped too much hair. Maybe at least 100 strands. The hair stylish keep complaining that my hair is too little, long and flat. I wanted to tell her that i lost too much after birth.
not sure what is this promotion all abt and too tired to find out. No chance to play with jessica today cos she was asleep b4 i left for work and slept again after im home. Hard work! kinda worry that i will turn bald....
ok. good night everyone. hugs

Its day 3 at my new house. Im beginning to get used to a whole new place. The house is still in a mess cos we cant unpack most of the boxes due to the upcoming renovation, which we have to live with it. The 2nd level is empty and we had to squeezed everything into the 1st level. I cant wait for everything to be in place so we have a proper living area. But still this will take at least a month.

I took a stroll for lunch today and realised that this new house has ALOT of goodie food all over, i think i will grow FAT here. So mannyYYYYY things to eat. Unlike changi rise. Now i know why it made me hubby so happy of this new place. Jessica and i have been sick for quite a while and finally ive decided to bring the both of us to the doctor. Hopefully we will recover soon. Its been more than a week. Im too lazy for pictures nnow. Maybe when the house is ready i will take some. My favourite spot is the balcony with our spa. haha. William spent abt 2-3 hours cleaning it last night.

see ya.

bintan trip pics part 2

His side of the toilet

my side of the toilet

there we go again

buggy ride everywhere.

home sweet home with ohx3.

forceful kiss from mommy

BINTAN -BANYAN TRIP

The entrance to our villa so sianz.. i was called up last thursday that i was shortlisted for a health promotion board print ad. They are deciding btw 3 girls and i am one of them, my agency asked if im choosen can i go for fittings on fri evening at 7pm which i cant cos i leaving spore to bintan, supposingly at 11am, which was changed to 2pm then 5pm at last. So. now it is tuesday already and the shoot is on thurs means my job has gone down the drain. $$$ fly away, how sad and disappointing, so near and yet so far. praying for the pantene's "big" job which i had already went for the casting. kinda moody when a job has flown away. Anyway, hope it is a blessing in disguise. Now i can understand those jobs that ive gotten and other gals are eliminated, feeling the same way as i am now. haha...

Regarding abt our bintan trip, it was nice and relaxing. the room is beautiful and we had our very own jacuzzi in the villa. We wont need to walk around the resort, all we need was a phone call to get a buggy to pick us up and send us wherever we want. William tot we were like paralyze in paradise?

1st day we arrived late, so we had in villa dining which means room service. lol. the food is delicious and the bread is fresh.

beef rendang and caramelized duck leg with mashed potatoes. The man who came with the food, packed them in a little box. He came with that box and a basket with the cutlery. The set up the table. so cute.We stayed in the villa for a long while and went out to the reception to borrow some dvd. oh ya b4 our dinner arrived, william was practising his "kung fu- lian gong" in the jaccuzzi
see the bubbles?

The beautiful bed and roof, made of grass i think.

tree top cafe

taken at the rocks. In banyan tree, they do dinner on the "rocks" US160 per person. crazy, we skipped that, anyway they only have 1 table. cos they dun have enough rocks. :)

See, they set up the table?

picture from the website

Dining at "the cove" romantic.. love u dear dear

Im having my 2 weeks break from school. This is so relaxing. I can stay at home and spend even more time with Jessica. Looking forward to our banyan trip. It must be beautiful and even more relaxing. Yahoo. However, even though it is relaxing, i still have my school assignments. This month is very quiet. No much casting. The starhub casting was cancelled, so no hopes for that job. Later on, i have a casting for an event in september.See how it goes and if i can get the job. Life's been peaceful and consistent so i dont have much to share. Just gotten some of my test shoot's pictures back. Most of it cant make it, except for 1. So here it is

Have a nice day.

my hand painted school work. (the ht is alomost 1/2 a wall height).. phew..

jessica's sister, minnie

posing

sucking her finger secretly

3 generations

wrapped up tightly

the hotel room

this is a trip to keppel marina place, forgotten the name..

Hello im back again. havent gotten much time to update my blog eversince the communicasia. Shortly after the event, i left for genting highlands with jessica, my mom and super SITi ( the maid). I had fun during the trip and experienced driving towards and back to singapore. My mom wasnt able to drive the who journey due to "old age" haha so, let the young bird take over the wheels. Well, this trip, Jessica got to experienced some rides in the indoor amusement park. The took the ferris wheel, the boar ride, and some other rides that i dunno what its called. well, anyway, in case u might wanna know if i win any big bucks in the casino, the answer is NO! i tried the one of the monopoly jackpot machines and in less than 20 mins, ive lost RM 100. I didnt continue after that. Jessica love the hotel room and couldnt stop smiling and laughing.. The air is cool and i guess thats one of her reasons for being that happy. Jobs....not for the moment, i need to get back on track for some castings before i can get more jobs... i hope i can get a big one with $$$$$ wahaha... pray!pray! tomorrow i have a casting for a starhub printad... lets see..

School.... i started school again last week after 2 weeks of break, because ive done some of the modules that they've taught so i had 1/2 month holiday. After this friday, i, gonna have another 2 weeks.. cool! haha.. relax again. Currently im doing a module called "children's play" so we gotta think of ideas for children to have fun. we also need to learn the theories behind it, the pros and cons etc... I have some pics on what we have presented yday and im proud to share then with u, the "hard work" to be shown with the other pics that i will post in one go.

More or less, this is what uve missed out so far.. oh, my bday, there wasnt much of a celebration.. Jessica destroyed the atmosphere of the delicious dinner by being grumpy and complaining non-stop.. quite embarassing

thats all folks, see ya

Started my on training for the biggest trade fair " COMMUNICASIA"on monday. Report at 2 and ended at 6. Yesterday n today is full day job and my feet hurts like hell. We were given pointed heels of about 3.5 inches and our working hours is 10-6. we do have breaks but not enough stil... OUCH. i cant wait for the next 2 days to pass. Im feeling very tired and i believe i will sleep much earlier tonight. exhausted by the pain in my feet...ZZZZZZZZZZZ, if anyone will to think our job is easy, what i can say is ure very wrong!.. wait till i have more energy, i will add in more info. seeya

daddy, mommy n jessica

father n daughter

our reflection from our glass window

2 Mothers and a daughter

Weather has been rather cooling for the past few days. This month has been rather quiet and no much castings as last month. Unfortunately, i didnt get the patene job. How sad. Ive been losing alot of hair. Now, i truely understood why some people would say that after birth can result in losing hair. It is really scary at the rate of dropping hair.

3 days ago i brought jessica for her second swim at our pool with sand on the ground. Daddy bought her a swim ring that i picked at toy"r"us. I was excited to let her try and finally we did it!

Getting started

Swimming on her own

very relaxed.

She's already 5 months old. hee