Its a sad sad saturday. It was just yesterday when i load my pictures from my camera into my computer. Pictures that i took since my wedding day till now. I havent been updating my blog for a long time. I always wanted to share with everyone and to present my new pet " blackie" pet rabbit.

Got her on the 2nd July for my birthday present, from my hubby. I remember i was looking the the rabbits in the pet shop and reminded me of my last rabbit named "blackie" too. At that moment, memories of him drew back into my mind and i really wanted to have another rabbit which i have been thinking about long time ago.

Worrying about the lost of a dear dear pet, stop me from having another one. However, that very day, i decided not to fear the feeling of Losing a loved one and i have blackie in my arms.Seems like its just fated that she left me today, after falling so sick and couldnt wait for us to send her to the vet. She passed away while we are on our way. The minute of that loss, the world seems like collapsing when there are still many reasons not to feel so that way.

She's just so young and small and she definately dont deserve such short life span. I only had her slightly more than a month. This shouldnt happen!!! no way!! yet i cant do anything to help and to see her go.

I kept thinking through what went wrong? and what is it that i havent done enough ? i have never neglected her eversince i had her. Everyday i will make an effort for her, before i go for my classes and when i am back home, i will let her run around or carry her upstairs while i watch tv. The day we bought her, the smile on me was pure happiness. Even william said i didnt smile or look so happy on our wedding. I was indeed very very happy.

Things just changed! i cant imagine on daily basis i have to walk through the steps ive seen her hopping on. I really loved blackie lots.

yet, yet... i have to accept it.

here a sweet memorable picture of blackie for one last time.

She will always be remembered in my heart and soul

Now u can understand how tiny she is.

when she tried to flip. beautiful eyes!

having a pet is good. Losing a beloving pet hurts. But, this makes me realise something in life everytime when this happen.

Life is fragile, and at any moment we shouldnt take it for granted. everyone around us, our loved ones. dont live in regrets!

Even the young ones, Taking blackie as an example. She's young and i never thought this would happen, esp so soon. It happened!

Dont neglect ur loved ones and ur pet who can only be with you for a short moment in ur life!

(let me drown in tears) may time heal!