I was very happy about my trip esp my harvest from shopping. Then, some things irritate me. i cant stop myself from feeling this way and i hope i forget it fast. I felt being betrayed by friends. Maybe they are not exactly my friends when i sort of categorise them as friends ( being silly)? I dunno.. will others feel the same way as me if they were in my shoes? Was i being nice and then hammered? Am i the bad person here now? when ive done nothing. I dont wish to spell everything out but i dun feel good in this. Its just like , will u steal someone's husband when u knew he was married? This is not the best example and probably a lousy one. If i were the person, i wont even go near the guy after knowing he is married and thats my moral. So dont ask me , what u should do and whether i agree with ur decision cos u decide urself whether that will hurt the friendship. Ultimately, i will feel the result. Dont bother me about it. I am disappointed from both side. If things were to explained in a better manner, wont feel this way.