My previous post was in a mess. But whatever... not as if i am selling my blog. I felt a little moody at this moment after hearing about my close friend's matter, on her family that the couple had to split and that the kid is most innocent. I saw her blog on her kid that she asked him to grow well, i almost cried and imagine what if i am in her position? and both our kids are about the same age?
How would the kid feel when daddy and mommy no longer love each other, or the other party stops loving back? Her story is much more complicated than this. We heard of many failed marriage stories but we always hope that it wont happen to us. But who knows? what might happen next?
This made me realised that i cant expect good things all the time and always be prepared for the worst. I grew up from a broken family and almost never had a father throughout my growth and it saddens me whenever i see my friend being loved by their dad. I really hope this wouldnt happen to Jessica. i love my life the way it is. Being a mom (almost full time), modelling part time, work whenever there is any for extra income and most importantly, spending lots of time with Jessica. I love seeing her grow. Learn new things and be a happy baby.
Mommy loves you very much.