Wednesday, December 02, 2009

So sianzzz. everyone is moving to sydney to stay. My mom will be joining my sister for a long while. She is flying off this Sunday. Im happy for her that she wont be living alone like she is in Singapore. Cos i have my own place,  those who are married should roughly understand why she has to live alone. I felt bad at times when she comes over and gotta drive herself back home, but this isnt within my control cos my in laws are not staying w me and i cant make such request to William too mah. Maybe when she is older and i hope she will live till old age.
It is good and quite a relief for me that my sis can watch my mom's back. Very often i will worry she might meet accidents at home. A bad fall and all.. She is totally alone and i cant really afford her to have a maid, furthermore her place is so small that she dont really need a maid to clean up.
It isnt easy to live with my mom, she has her weird characte, she's like was our MOM and DAD since i was primary one and my sis secondary one. So in many ways, she wants to be in charge and im sure my husband couldnt stand it.
What i hope for now, is to be able to fly over soon to meet them and i definately want to bring Jessica along so she can see her cousins again. I love seeing them play and interact, even though she is the smaller one who might get bullied. Cant go in January cos it should be hot and it is Jessica's birthday and i wanna have a party for her, probably at KFC or Mcdonald's? havent decide on that yet.
I guess Feb or March should be good. Provided i dont get pregnant or etc. Her air ticket will be ex by then cos she's 2 then.
well.. mommy... you have fun and take good care of urself. Although i screamed at you alot cos u drove me mad, i dont mean it and whenever you are around i feel safe. EVEN till now.. HUGS

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