I just can't help it. All negative thoughts are flying through my head. Don't seem to be resting well during this confinement period, when I should make use of the nanny and get as much rest as possible.
Sometimes I wish my old helper is around. Not that the new one is terrible, just that she hasn't been picking English well enough, when is almost 2 months. She "gong gong" one and I'm sure she isn't 23 years old lah. She loves the newborn, but definitely not capable of taking care of her. I tend to worry when she brings my older one down to the playground. She don't seem to know the danger around.Hai
Am I going through mother blue leh? Or I've been home for too long, cos I dun stay home that much. But I went universal studio last sat for a short while and had dinner out on Sunday. Oh well, I just needed time to pull through this moody period. I'm glad that my mom is around for standby. Otherwise. . . .