3rd day. will be staying over at my mom's place, lesser memories of little blackie here. No doubts, i still miss her. This is unfair! not that i can appeal to anyone to bring her back. Been crying lesser, but will it start again once im back at telok kurau?
She might have been killed after eating parts of the rattan ball, due to digestion but this is ridiculous! the pet shop sold us a rabbit accessory that killed the rabbit? what kind of logic is this? its pet lovers somemore.
Life still got to go on.. yes...
but this feeling sux, sometimes u just dont really want to talk to anybody else other than family members. Worse thing, is i have school work coming up and due date is coming.... i just dont feel like doing anything and wanna rot.

Leave me to rot kinda feeling.

got her on the 2nd july, just a period of about 30 + days, my emotional level is @ the peak. Life is so fragile, this led me to further thoughts in life. When im getting older, my mom will eventually leave me. i really cant imagine how sad i will be comparing to today. i will faint on the floor. Soon everyone leaves, and when im all along, my children have their own lives. No one to support me as a pillar. Oh dear. i was telling william abt this. He said i shouldnt be too negative about it.
Furthermore, Im only 24 now, why bother thinking about 30 years later? thats true. this incident serves as a reflection of life.
i still wanna be happy and carry my smile wherever i go. i just cant do that for now. lets see. Just wanna say i still miss her.
sorry for hear my nags.