its almost a month since the terrible day. Life is kinda weird. sometimes you may think that the worst is over, but there is always more to come. A blog is like a writing a diary, where you can share with some other people at the same time.
Marriage life isnt just about 2 people, but it invloves in many other people too. As we grow, it gets more and more complicated. Now i truely understand why many youngsters nowadays would want their own house and family that is away and not with the in laws. So, in a way u still feel that they will still have the control over themselves. If some cant even solve their own problems, it will be worsen if there are other factors in the family, other members in the family.
For my case is probably becos i dun understand in the 1st place or from the beginning so i didnt mind. Perhaps, all of us are just so used to the "home" we came from. The lifestyle where we are brought up in, so in a different family. You just cant understand. Maybe the only solution to all this, is to study the environment ya in and adapt to it? is that the way? what if u cant?
Living life day by day. My mom always tell me, raise your opinion if u have any trouble. But how leh? will it end up like stirring shit? Its sinful if u stir the wrong thing leh. Im not a vicious person that is able to play in the game. Not that i feel that my marriage is having problem. Maybe its all getting used to it,maybe i am too young? There are people i can share with, which made things rather tough sometimes. I am a cheerful person, and at many times i am able to tell myself."Andrea, dont think too much. Be strong!" Too emotional!!!
just wanna normal life and be happy. Not like the best happiness, joy, but just happy will do. whatever, when william is sad, im sad. when his worried, me too. haiz