Jessica has been playful and really naughty. She can manipulate all of us. Haha, being the only baby in the family what else can we do but to love her and pamper her. Sometimes the things she does can be so funny, silly and naughty yet it doesnt reach a stage where i would wanna give her a big scolding.
I really enjoyed motherhood. Maybe because she is more like my playmate? a toy? haha. I dont torture her like a soft toy la. Upon seeing her cheeks and round tummy. I just cant resist. Everyday she is learning something new. She is 22 months, 4 days old. She cant speak well but we sort of understand what she wants, through her speech and body language.
Recently, ive been listening to alot of Gfs relationship.Some are rather complicated and some they made it complicated. So what kind of guy is the most perfect guy? When i was young like 16, 17, my mom always tells me that i shouldnt fall in love, get into a relationship. Why not leave the pain till later when you are older? Now that im married and many people asked me why i want to be married at such young age. The answer is i found the right guy that i want to spend my life with. Not that ive experienced alot of BGR, but quite a few though. Through this experiences allow me to know what kind of guy i am looking for and i am glad that ive found my husband. He cares about the family, he doesnt expect much from me as long as i take great care of the baby. He comes home every night for dinner and i will make dinner except certain nights he prefers to meet his friend which is perfectly fine with me cos i get my freedom too. He allows me to go clubbing, go overseas with my friends, taking a 3 weeks break from home to visit my sis in Sydney. Very flexible,
My previous relationships before i met William didnt give me that much freedom. Same goes for me, i am not the jealous type who hated her BF or husband to look at other women. I dont mind looking at pretty girls too.
I think as a girl, if your current bf doesnt treat you well and you find it hard to walk out of a relationship. You should never be afraid to be alone. You never know what it beyond that circle. Even if you hang on to the relationship, it is difficult to sustain especially when something is missing from the relationship. Compromising may be difficult but you got to try. If you cant, just probably "try" to get out of it?
Till today i still hope that my marriage will be a strong and everlasting one. So another 5 days more to go and i will be heading back to Chiangmai. It is so peaceful and im so looking forward to it. After this trip, what else to look forward for? probably plan a christmas party for kids?